I promise!

I promise I will write more on here from now on. I was just so busy but I know that's not the best excuse. I'm sorry!
Today I will be playing Zigeunerweisen in front of the audience for the fist time. To be quite honest I don't even know if I care about it so much or not. I'm trying to remain calm and give my best. That's all. And at the end of the day only your opinion matters and no one else's... However, I know I have to give my best to entertain them all too, being a musician is a tough job actually. The fact that others  think we just play a little and have nothing else to do, no stress, no responsibility is very ignorant. We are not in 15th century! Actually, our job is to make everyone in this world entertained, to bring back memories, to bringhten everyone's day yet most of the people don't appreciate it at all. They will never know how does it feel to stand in front of hundreds and thousands of people, playing for them (and for yourself). It's stressful, but there's no better feeling than the one when you see you made all those people fascinated and happy. That's our mission.
Take care everyone and please pray for me, I have to make this day special to myself and everyone else.

Thank you so much for reading!!


listening to: The Lion King - I Just Can't Wait To Be King
reading: The Great Gatsby
mood: feeling lucky